无尽的黑洞

绝望, 难过, 伤心, 郁闷, 痛苦, 失望, 无助, 痛哭..

我真的不知道还有什么形容词可以解释我现在或接下来几十年的日子.

为什么一个决定就影响我一生?

为什么一个决定就把我一世人的生活赔下去?

为什么要这样对我? 我做错了什么?

凭什么来决定我的生活水平?

我真的绝望到看不到未来.

我还会哭多久?

容忍 = 迁就

容忍迁就就好像输赢一样, 有了第一次就会有无限次

幸福206天

在一起206天了, 还在感谢你的到来. 彼此一起加油!

这首歌 你唱的真好听

Photograph - ED Sheeran

Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's only the thing that I know
When it gets hard
You know can it gets hard sometimes
It is the only thing that make us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
inside your pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer till our eyes meet
You won't  ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every pieces of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
inside your pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer till our eyes meet
You won't  ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

And if you hurt me
That's Ok baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home

Oh you can fit me
inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul

And if you hurt me
That's Ok baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

When i m away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lampost
Back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone
Wait for me come home

改变

一直觉得没改变, 但当你回头看是却是变了很多.

你还保留当初的那份真诚吗?

我爱的人

此树是我栽 此路是我开 此人是我的菜!(好霸气的开场白兼介绍, 请问你是霸气姐上身吗?-_-lll)

摄于槟城2015.09.20

优秀的人

做一个温暖的人 爱笑的人 容易感动的人 打扮好自己 和朋友去聊个八卦 去一趟向往已久的旅行 时间会随着那些你喜欢的事情 带着你去到正确的位置 

在一个人的时光里 好好的爱自己

而那个还不知道在哪里的人 会来找你的

All of me - John Legend

What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh

Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh

乖乖宝

生满草了吧？来清草了。。。。

乖乖宝年纪大了, 得了膀胱结石.哎....
没关系的, 都是妈咪不好, 没把你照顾好.
早在一个月前,发现你比平时小便频密, 还以为你只是天气热, 喝多了水. 妈咪太粗心了, 对不起.
那天还因为你控制不好不停地撒尿而打了你, 对不起.
去看了医生, 医生说你年纪大了, 不要动手术, 先用药物控制, 改善饮食, 再来看会不会变小再自动排出来.
妈咪很担心你, 你知道吗?没什么朋友养狗, 不能在这方面知道更多信息, 只能在网上看一点一点再一点一点消化.
我每天都确保你吃了饼干才喂你吃抗生素, 排石剂, 软石剂. 你都好乖地给妈咪喂药, 虽然我有时很暴力, 因为我怕你吐出来啊.对不起.我真的为了你好.
我的妈咪虽然时常都告诉我, 如果那一天的来临, 我要接受现实.你知道吗?我听到这个都好心酸. 我怎么能接受得了呢? 你从满身都是狗蚤还有整身伤中领养了你, 照顾到你痊愈. 这几年你都陆续有病了, 还算的了小病, 你从来都没有告诉我你多痛, 多不舒服, 你还是能跳, 能吃, 能喝, 能玩, 还能尽自己的本分照顾好家里的小姐姐小妹妹小弟弟.好棒啊你!

乖乖宝, 希望你赶快排掉那三粒1.44cm的石头哦. 我养了8年的乖乖宝, nicole, 已经9 岁咯.

安息吧, 日落洞之虎卡巴星与其助理迈可

很不愿意相信这是事实,4月17日一场车祸把他的生命给拿走了.

早上起床, 妈妈一看见我就说卡巴星车祸去世了,我说有没有看错新闻? 真的吗?我拿起手机看了社交网站,原来是真的....我的心很酸, 很心痛. 虽然他没有和我有任何的关系, 但是我相信他和我们全马来西亚人是有关系的, 难道不是吗?

我早几年前从来没有很关心政治,如果不去谷歌,我连首相的全名都不知道,谁是什么部长更是不清楚. 但是我知道谁是卡巴星, 爸爸经常都说,要找律师一定要找卡巴星, 因为他是最厉害的,连法官都敢骂的.

一直到自己去参加了428, 112, 506,自己的眼睛看见政府有多么的肮脏,官僚有多么的腐败过后,真恨自己的无能. 我们能做些什么? 但是卡巴星不是一直带希望给我们吗?他不停的把那么难走的民主路开阔给我们这些新生代吗?我们又为他做了什么?

我最后一次看卡巴星律师是505之前的讲座, 他不是我这个区的. 他替他孩子哥宾星站台,我是特地去那里看他的, 也听他的政治演讲. 那晚来了好多政治名人, 天不作美, 不停的下雨. 我和弟弟不停的笑, 我们站在公园的游乐场里边期待卡巴星的到来. 等了差不多两个小时, 就听见有人说:"卡巴星要来了",.我和弟弟从自己的位子跑到路口去等他, 左等右等的等了30-40分钟吧, 那时差不多已经11点多了, 还是没有来. 又等了10分钟看见工作人员开始站在一旁作好准备,我知道他要到了, 我和弟弟站到最前面. 他的车出现了, 我看见车里的他很疲倦, 眼睛闭着, 似乎睡着了. 车门被打开, 他的眼睛也睁开的看见我们, 他一直保持微笑.他被助理迈可推向我们面前, 我突然明白什么叫"万人尊重".我走向前伸出手和他握手, 他的手好像他的人一样, 那么有Power. 一路上很多人围着他. 他上台演讲，我们报以热烈的掌声给这位伟人, 这位巨人.他那有力的声音好像老虎在咆哮, 很有架势!

去年看你有如昨日才发生的事, 你已经不在了. 心在痛, 心在淌血, 眼泪流了又流. 我会记得"有一种精神叫卡巴星".

安息吧,日落洞之虎卡巴星与其助理迈可

姜Gary

韩国火红综艺节目- Running Man是我这一年来唯一的综艺节目, 还不错,挺好看的.很佩服工作人员可以想到那么多的不同的游戏,超级厉害的啦! 每个星期一午餐时间都在追看, 看不完就星期二接下去看咯.

里面我最喜欢的是姜gary. 他不是帅啦, 眼睛小小的,传统韩国男人.就是还蛮厉害的,还是rapper 还真的很欣赏这样的角色的男生. 重点是发梦也梦见他, 天!