理解

有时候,我也很希望被理解啊,有没有那么一点可以站在我的立场为我想一想?当我可以了解你的立场时,站在你这边支持你的时候,你可否也可以那么做呢?突然觉得了解也是需要多大的勇气呢,聆听和理解是两回事.

运气

总是欠缺了那么一点点的运气。

头脑空白

最近常常头脑空白......天!

是不是?

到头来什么都不是.

道德

今天看了一则新闻,我真是心好痛,道德去了哪里?每当一闭上眼,我就会看见那个画面.我为悦悦感到心痛,我为那些路过什么都不做的人感到心寒.这个画面绝对不是看恐怖片,因为人的心比恐怖片还可怕.

道德去了哪里?什么是道德?道德渐渐离我们越来越远,我们的世界是否只剩下金钱,权力,还有物质?道德值多少钱?我们对身边的人,事物事不关己,只会想到自己.你对你自己变成这样,你觉得可怕吗?冷冰冰的,对人都是冷漠的,你喜欢吗?身为人,我们竟然可以冷血地把受伤的小女孩弃而不顾?我们还有什么资格做人?良心都给狗叼走了?

因为那些对你事不关己的事某一天发生在你或者你身边的人身上,你希望别人伸出援手吗?你希望得到别人的什么帮忙?还是你也希望人家对你也是冷冰冰的?大家都没看见你怎么了?也许我也不是那么伟大,但是看了悦悦,我想也是有自私的时候,我不敢对乱丢垃圾的人大骂或者走上前告诉他们把垃圾丢进垃圾桶;我为这个世界做了什么?如果说世界太大,我不能做什么,那么你又为你身边地人做了什么?我们是否不计较的帮助我们不认识的人?想自己的时候,也多想一点别人,我们有这个责任把世界变的美好.

悦悦,你是一个可爱的孩子,在这世界你只是待了那么一阵子就和世界说再见了.悦悦,你化为美丽的蝴蝶离开了爸爸妈妈,你是一只最漂亮的蝴蝶.悦悦,我希望你来世做个天使,把多点爱分给我们这些自私的人类.悦悦,我真心的祝福你.悦悦,从今天起,我会做很多好事,我会勇敢的告诉乱丢垃圾人把垃圾丢进垃圾桶.我会把我的良心和道德拿出来帮助有需要的人.

武器

世界上最厉害的武器不是原子弹,不是核武器,而是我们的嘴巴,甜言蜜语直到口出恶语,语言的伤害总比肢体暴力来的深,伤口会愈合,但是心里的伤痕却永远都不会复原.

曼谷之战利品

从曼谷回来了,4天3夜的旅程非常好玩,我还会再去!曼谷的人民非常友善,而且也很勤劳,你问了价钱,不买东西,他也不会骂你或者给你脸色看.这是我在曼谷的战利品,不是很多.

我外甥的衣服,美到,便宜到.....飞飞说如果我有女儿,她不敢想象我会怎样.其实我会马上买机票到曼谷来疯狂"扫货".

还是我外甥的,不过男生的比较简单,所以身为女生真是太好了....

我的衣服,六件罢了,而且都很便宜...

星期六穿的,因为bersih, hidup bersih, hidup rakyat!

Nicole的衣服,便宜兼美丽.

我阿娘的礼物....

同事的手信,磁铁是我阿娘的, 小猫咪摆设也是我阿娘的.羊奶肥皂,薄荷肥皂是送同事的.

还是我的外甥的,女儿真是太好了.

还没忘了我表弟的机器人

去曼谷一定要买的"娜莱雅包",一共买了7个,其中一个小个的(没在照片里)而我阿娘的有两个包,一大一小,左上角和右下角的,右上角和左边第二个是给我大姐和二姐的.蓝色是送我一位同事的,豹纹的给一位朋友,纸巾包给我同事,我自己反而没有买.-_-lll

这是我的,我很喜欢,送了一个戒子给飞飞.第三天用100泰珠买了蓝色的,到后来越看越喜欢,想再买的,可是开价都在250泰珠,找了很久都是这样的价.皇天不负苦心人,终于给我找到了,开价100泰珠,因为买多还有的折扣,马上买了3个送给自己当生日礼物.

还有肉干,沙爹鱼,泰国泡面没拍到照.在泰国机场买了Godiva巧克力,还有一盒(我忘机了名字)我买的真的不多.泰国的7-11真是值得去,卖的东西比我们这边多了,这边的7-11对我来说,只是男人临时有性需要,买安全套的地方而已.

冷笑话有没有 - 金句

在别人的部落格看到的:

1. 樹不要皮必死無疑，人不要臉天下無敵。
2. 既然上了賊船，就要做個成功的海盜。
3. 我不是隨便的人，但我隨便起來不是人。
4. 福利不是問題，問題是沒福利。錢不是問題，問題是沒錢。
5. 今日事今日畢，過了今日就不必。
6. 能者多勞，疲勞的勞！
7. 時間就像乳溝，擠一擠就有。機會就像老二，握住就會變大。
8. 人們在男/女朋友身上種草莓的行為…就像是小狗在電線杆尿尿佔地盤！
9. 世上沒有任何的成功，能夠彌補家庭的失敗。
10. 女人的愛是用說的，男人的愛是用做的。
11. 客戶是神，因為客戶不是人。
12. 承諾，就像「幹你娘」一樣，經常說，但是很難做到 。
13. 上帝給了我們七情六慾，我們卻把它們變成了色情和暴力。
14. 懷才就像懷孕，時間久了才能讓人看出來。
15. 君子報仇，三年不晚。小人報仇，一天到晚。
16. 樹多必有枯枝，人多必有白癡。

我最喜欢的就是16.....搞不好我是别人眼中的"白痴".

心灰意冷

工作不顺利,还要分分钟担心自己饭碗保不住,真是让我心灰意冷.

安排泰国之旅,我要求住市区酒店,方便出入,结果事迂愿违,而且我好像成为别人眼中的'麻烦鬼", 真是让我心灰意冷.

想和台山佬诉说两句的,又不想被他看衰我,真是心灰意冷.

天啊........我真是心灰意冷啊!

计划赶不上变化

真是气到肺爆炸,天啊!

今天工作性质是扮忙,公司没生意我能怎样?我1年才拿一次花红,而且是有赚钱多公司才给你,公司一年少赚一个预期巴仙,你都不用等啦,花红?画到你脸红红还差不多啦.....况且我又不是做"笑"的,何必太勤劳?难道这样傻,打电话给顾客骂咩?自讨苦吃!对公司来说,你做的好是你的本份,做的不好,也是你的错,做的更好,不需要向公司报告,做人低调点,不好这么"巴闭",而且和你同级的人大把啦,晒什么命?有时候宁愿得罪上面,都不好得罪你的同事,虽说同事和你同辈,但是人家经验比你多,你吹咩?一个人吐的口水都会淹死你为止.上面不会做的,同事会做的比上面还狠,还毒,穿了防弹衣还是避不过嘴巴的原子弹.我做为新新社会三年人类,这个基本的道理我还是懂的.今天不是很扮忙的和好几个人msn,还读别人的部落格,顺便假假整理file咯,总之要令自己看起来,我是有做工的,还要很理直气壯那种.

想到午餐时间都开心,趁那堆八婆,师奶出完去吃午餐,我就可以边翘二郎腿,边看吸血鬼的戏,真是爽啊!爽到头发都要飞起来了咯!当我自己在爽的时候,"Blak"一声,电脑关到完, 旁边暗到完,四周围的声音是"Walao yeah,我什么都没有save的啊.停电啊"我马上说:"不是了嘛,停电?搞乜啊!"我讲到好像工作很忙,没有电好像世界末日这样.其实那时我是这么想的:"妈的,搞什么啊,老娘今天想舒服的看戏啦,现在没电,俺看个屁啊?吊!!!"你看人是多么的虚伪啊,现在想到都觉得之前那句太"狗"了.在职场上混就是要一点的虚假,加上很样衰的样子,和人说人话,和鬼说鬼话,不过公司里都是小人,都是油炸鬼,哈哈哈....天啊,我真是讨人厌啊!话说回来,我天真的以为5分钟就会好的,过了5分钟,还是暗摸摸,然后我想:"死啦,你在1Malaysia啦,期望什么鬼5分钟就好,就恢复电叻?吃懵你啊!"说到懵,说真的,昨天我阿娘不知给我吃什么咳嗽药水,我好像死了这样睡着,而且早上又醒不来,早上坐在车里也睡着,去到公司还睡了20分钟,醒了是因为不想让同事看到我在流口水,我是口水王,去洗手间拿水喉冲醒自己,想打两巴掌给自己,还是免了吧,爱自己多一点,但是脑袋还是空白的哦....

所以,我等到午餐时间都没电,我真是心灰意冷,而且没有冷气,空气开始热了.人事部丢了一把锁匙叫我开我位置后面的紧急出口门,给空气流通.我这时候已经崩溃到了极点,因为我一开那个门,外面的路人甲乙炳丁,小强,米奇,都看的见我在干什么,我要怎么翘二郎腿休息?师奶同事还说把门开大大,天啊,我要昏到了.开咯开咯,不然怎样?就这样,我开了门,拿出饭盒背对着那扇大门吃了起来,后面不断地有人走过,望进来,幸亏看不见我的样子.吃完饭,太无聊,打个电话给飞飞咯,不打还好,一打给她,说了3句话,她就希望我的小妹妹爆炸,我的胸部爆炸,天,这个女人很可怕的咯还很变态一下,疯飞飞,如果我要爆炸,我一定拉你一起爆炸的,几浪漫!谈到兴奋的时候,我的电话告诉我要没电了,你看,几无瘾啊,就好像年少的时候,你喜欢的人(还要长的很帅的那种)和你讲话甚至他要吻你了咯,讲到一半,他告诉你其实他是"基"的,你听了会怎样?把电话盖了咯,哪知道10分钟飞飞又打来了,她说;"癫婆,air asia free seat 哦,想一下明年要去哪里."我真是很不爽的咯,今天我想像中的计划真是胎死腹中,赶不上变化,我已经很pek chek了.现在我又没有电脑查不到要去哪里还有最重要的是多少钱耶,我突然很想和台山佬说,买架I-pad给我吧!不过,除非你前世没有听过他唠叨,不然你可以试下的,他不是说浪费钱那些唠叨,他是职业病地从如何制作i-pad说给我听,虽然我是在科技公司上班,我只会电脑而已,那些仪器要做什么的完全没有头绪.台山佬是科技达人,还是在科技公司上班,他不懂的话要如何混啊?他说的我消化不来,所以买i-pad的事还是忘了吧....

最后,电在两小时后来了咯.工照做,msn照玩,面子书照上,唯有戏没有看到,二郎腿没有翘到咯,遗憾啊!我计划赶在5点正放工,因为我老豆载我啦,不好意思给他等这样久.kanasai,客户又要我改quotation,刚好attach file的时候又当机,我那时的心情真的非常的不好,我要爆炸了!我差一点就要骂'吊"了,我知道骂"吊"是不好的,所以我下次用'发"来代替,真是顶肺的一天啊!现在呼出来了,比较舒服一点,希望明天everything in smooth啊!

沉进在文字里

最近的活动,就是看书,读别人的部落格,策划泰国曼谷4天3夜的行程(虽然我知道没有人会采用我的行程表,真是失败啊,但是先做一点功课还是可以自救,讲话还可以大声一点-_-lll).因为这个行程,我被台山佬"念"了几个月.现在还被他边界爆炸事件"笑".....真是搞的我一点"木"都没有,我没的去亏整六百块耶,虽说去了会花整千块,但是我爽啊,吹咩?

最近在读"暮光之城",虽然读过几遍了,还是沉近在吸血鬼,狼人和人类的世界里. 上星期读完"暮光之城"第一篇,午餐时间也还在读,只要不遇到同事和我一起吃午餐,还是可以读个饱.现在在读"暮光之城"之"新月"我今天还38地和IT部门的同事拿了暮光之城的电影,还给我第3篇 - 蚀(虽然我的电脑没有Speaker,看字幕就好了)打算午餐时间不看书,直接看戏,晚上睡前看书,真是好有文化地"爬吸血鬼书和电影",哈哈.....要让自己有文化一点,血拼还是收敛一点(其实想在泰国曼谷疯狂地扫货,加上台山佬不在,真是风光+疯狂!)

很羡慕别人的文章写的很好,读起来就像在看TVB的连续剧,一篇又一篇看个不停,又好像很有亲切感wor.总好过我的没什么看头,还要自己安慰自己能写还是件好事,至少头脑还是清醒的.我的文字没有什么"墨水",偶尔还会夹着"小粗口",甚至"方言,"但都是真实的我.沉进文字里是我的爱好,也是永远的嗜好,因为上大号也会拿书或报纸进去(这件事情被台山佬念到我在他面前都不想O屎,老是说不卫生,还被说没文化,俺哪里没文化了啊,其实俺的爹娘,还有俺的哥哥也是如此的啊,有什么大惊小怪的,又不是拿报纸还是书擦屁股,这就奇怪了,同是一家人,俺的姐姐就没拿书或报纸进茅厕,我想她们可能顺畅的很)我还是要勤劳一点的写写生活的趣事才好的,让我想想如何把生活的无趣写成有趣,无情写成有情,还可不可以把没钱写成有钱呢?

怨恨

除了怨恨,我不知还有什么....希望那朵只在我头上下雨的乌云赶快散去....

生命

一旦结束了生命,将无法回报父母的恩惠,亏欠父母的同时,也欠了大地借你使用的资源;这种行为如同强盗,逃之夭夭,永远也不打算补偿.尽管杀死自己的肉身,但业力还是相随,解决了生命不单没解决问题,来世回来还是一样要承受这个恶果.

Someone like you - Adele

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me", I beg
"I'll remember", you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me", I beg
"I'll remember", you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
"Don't forget me", I beg
"I'll remember", you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me", I beg
"I'll remember", you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"




P/S: Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.......A Song for U n Me to settle down.

八月天 - 读书天

转眼间又到八月了,在今年的七月做了什么呢?我买了好几本书和杂志,有推理的,有文学的, 有时尚的,有净化心灵的,有伊索寓言.就让我好好的享受我的文字世界吧,让我沉浸在幸福里吧!

当下

得知好朋友和他女友分开的消息真的好震惊,除了惋惜还是惋惜.我一直以为我懂这位朋友,他是有理想,有抱负的青年.他告诉我和他女友分开是他给不起承诺,给不起对方想要的生活,包括婚姻,因为他职业的关系,我无言了.....

爱情终究抵挡不了现实带来的残酷,相爱的两人,却因现实而分开.他说没办法给承诺,那就分开吧,让对方还有机会去寻找真爱,他相信如果是属于他的,终究会回到他身边.看他在荧幕打着这些话时,我感到心痛,为他俩的爱.他俩更心痛吧,唉.....

也许我很感性,为什么两人不能携手渡过这样的过度期,而一定要选择这样的结局?可能到这个时候了,这样的决定是最好的吧.....

在得知这个消息的前几天,我另一个好友就坠入情网,这次他就很开心,比起上次,他似乎这次的情况开心很多,经常看他在面子书上放上近照,爱情的魔力真伟大啊,希望他这次的恋情可以带走他的厌世,与忧郁.

同一个星期里,有两个不一样的消息.人啊,真的要活在当下,珍惜一切啊.我亲爱的朋友们,我希望你们都能快乐,找到自己的幸福.JJ,希望如你所说的,是你的就回到你身边,我支持你.Devil,祝你这一次的恋情幸福和快乐.

干净.清洁

我在面子书里个人照加了一个"干净"的微章,引起同事的关注,他们以为我只是贪爽,玩玩,甚至有的还批评我.有时我想说,政治是很个人的事,我支持哪里,我干了什么,为什么你要指着我呢?我只想捍卫我的人权,我的自由,你有你的大路要走的话,请不干涉我的远而小又辛苦的独木桥...哪一天世界改变了,你也只是做享其成, 你有做了什么事吗?我不会和你争论的面红耳赤,也不因为你而拿下那个微章,我还是会尊重你.

我只是想说,我只是一个普通的老百姓,我勤劳的打工还是抵不过百物的上涨,我买不起房子因为房子也在起价,有些价钱被有心人炒的很高.政府老是说会利民,我到现在还感受不到我收了什么利益.而且供一间屋子需要三十年,我必须工作到老就只是为了我的房子.除此之外,我在供着一部咱们国家出的品牌车子,还有5年的时间才把它供完,我前两年只是在还银行的利息而已,现在进入第3年,车子已经这里疼,那里痛,我每个月没有多余的工资为她看医生.她除了看医生, 还要喝水,她的水也起价,如果把她卖了,我还要亏钱,我们买车贵过美国人的两倍, 唉....为什么我的薪水才起那一点点?我们永远都追不上百物上涨了吗?我们已经没办法改变了吗?

我的钱到底去了哪里?到馆子吃饭,有事没事都要给个10%服务费,6%的消费税+政府税.每一餐都吃进我的肉心里去了.想说到茶餐室里喝杯咖啡,不用给那16%, 哪知道老板说,糖起价了电费起价了,我也要起价,原来他不是冲咖啡给我喝,而是把那起价的糖加电费泡给我喝.叫了一碗面,食料比平时给的很少,收我的钱却比平常很多,原因是面粉起价啦,电费起价啦,猪肉起价啦,档租起价啦,我要找吃,所以不好意思啦,只好起你的价.为什么一定起价在我们消费者的身上?为什么我们亲爱的首相和副首相馆邸的电费需要那么多钱?我越来越多的为什么,可是没有人可以给我一个满意的答案.我没有钱移民到其他国家,我也不愿意成为他人国家里的二等公民,我的下一代就没有根了,他们以后要怎么说他们从哪里来?这样的情况看来,那么我的下一代怎么办?如果我的下一代的生活还糟过我现在,那我不是害了他们?

我这几天看见好多朋友在面子书上都加了BERSIH的微章,我很高兴,我的国家是不是有机会改变了?我的下一代是不是会过的比我好?我不是反政府,我不是不爱我的国家,我只希望我的国家是很民主,我希望我的国家可以拥有很好的未来,三大种族可和谐共处.我需要一个干净,廉洁,美丽,和平的国家.我会在709那一天穿上黄衣或者带上一些和黄色有关的Accessories来代表我的八项诉求:

1)净化选民册
2)使用不褪色墨汁
3)杜绝贪污
4)巩固公共机构
5)停止肮脏政治手段
6)改革邮寄选票
7)公平接触媒体
8)竞选期最少二十一天

Rolling In The Deep - Adele

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark,


Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and a I'll lay your ship bare,
See how I'll leave with every piece of you,
Don't underestimate the things that I will do,


There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,


The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling,


We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),


Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared,


The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),




The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
I can't help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),


We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),


And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),


Could have had it all,
Rolling in the deep,
You had my heart inside your hand,
But you played it with a beating,


Throw your soul through every open door,
Count your blessings to find what you look for,
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown,


You're gonna wish you never had met me),
We could have had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
It all, it all, it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),


We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),


Could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),


But you played it,
You played it,
You played it,
You played it to the beat.

**有时不是歌手把歌唱的好听,或者歌词写的很妙,而是听歌的我们在某个时候做了某些事,那么巧,我们听见了我们想听的某些歌曲.....

Beautiful Like You - Lee Dewyze

Everybody wants to
Look into the mirror
And feel a little better now

And everybody wants to
Know there's someone out there
Waiting for you to come around

And I wish that
You could feel it
But you don't choose
To believe it
Cause I know that
You can't see it that way
That way

If you could only just stop stop stop running
If you could only take a second to breathe it in
Everything that you know would be beautiful
Like you
You know they're never gonna stop stop stop your love
Let's pretend that the world is waking up
Everything that we see is beautiful
Like you
Like you

Everybody wants to
Tell someone their secrets
Why don't you tell me now

Well, maybe I can fix this
Then I don't want
You to miss this
And the sun is
Raining down
Yeah

If you could only just stop stop stop running
If you could only take a second to breathe it in
Everything that you know would be beautiful
Like you
You know they're never gonna stop stop stop your love
Let's pretend that the world is waking up
Everything that we see is beautiful
Like you

Sometimes is hard to be
Yourself in this crazy world
Sometimes is hard to breathe
Yeah

Everybody wants to
Know there's someone out there
Waiting for you to come around
Come around

If you could only just stop stop stop running
If you could only take a second to breathe it in
Everything that you know would be beautiful
Like you
You know they're never gonna stop stop stop your love
Let's pretend that the world is waking up
Everything that we see can be beautiful
Like you

Can be beautiful
Like you
Can be beautiful
Like you

Oh, Beautiful


希望你看什么事情都是那么美丽....

盲目的生活

在报章上看见游乾柜老师说:" 人常常忘了思考, 造成人生的荒谬四部曲: 读书,工作,赚钱,到最后养病."

老师的一句话,让当时在陷入工作瓶颈的时候看见了自己,什么东西对我来说是最重要的?有些人可能在工作上做了两百分,但是他在家是好儿子吗?有些人在家是好儿子,他在外面做什么,谁知道吗?老师说,优秀包括孝顺吗?这个问题值得我们思考吗?俗话说,百善孝为先,我们是对的住生我们养我们的父母?我们一生人的优秀包括了什么?什么对你是最重要的?

我们没有办法做到完美甚至每件事都优秀,或者可以平衡生活上的所需...你今天优秀了吗?你今天完美了吗?

部落格生锈了

部落格生锈了,会渐渐的发布多点的.....

Don't you wanna stay with me?

I don't wanna just make love, I wanna make love last...

离开....消失

趁事情还没去到最复杂的时候,带着回忆离开吧,把自己消失地无影无踪......

Jealous

I just Jealous!

Fucking Perfect - Pink

这首歌是我最近的心头爱,虽然歌名有点粗俗,但是就是适合不守安分的我..

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're f*cking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

Bastard!Bastard!Bastard!

I really feel damn pissed off this morning, and it is spoilting my mood at all! I have post a video at my facebook this morning. It is regarding a should i call him"Owner"?or the "bastard" abusing a dog, i didn't manage to complete watched the video, just a 20 second, I already feel want to kill myself and i afraid i crying and the tears with me all day long. I wish to ask the "bastard" what so fun to abuse the dog till that way? Do you mind you treat the same way as how you treat the dog?i m really damn pissed off and damn angry of this kind of ppl! FUCK!

What kind of ppl are you? I m damn shame of you and your family. My chinese new year wish is i wish you get the "balasan" very soon. I m not cruising you, i just wish you! How can you abuse the animals like tat?How you do tat without any caring and loving?Brainless fucker! I hate you!

If i die young - The band perry

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh oh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh


The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls

寂寞寂寞就好 - 田馥甄

還是原來那個我 不過撂掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會換這張臉應對笑容
不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫
我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰 擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到 快瘋掉 死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡 微笑
我就不相信我會笨到 忘不了
賴著 不放掉 人本來就寂寞的
借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉
還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你又改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼 什麼都沒有 早點看破 才看的見以後
我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰 擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到 快瘋掉 死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡 微笑
我就不相信我會笨到 忘不了
賴著 不放掉 人本來就寂寞的
我總會把你戒掉

The End

The end with happy ending, but is not me.

Nothing

I m just nothing!