第二章: 4282012 - 上一代和这一代的游行 Part 1:
我竟然那么早起身?那时才7点多早晨,平时的星期六没有10点都不会看见我的踪影.我知道我的爸爸会去428,这个属于上一代的人选择走上街抗议,而我要我窝在家当缩头乌龟?我问清楚了爸爸和谁一起去?他说和怡保搭火车上来的朋友一起去,我那时越来越有冲动要和他一起去,5分钟后我和他说:"我要去,我和你一起去,我要去看着你,等下你发生什么事怎么好?"啋过你啦,会有什么事哦?你没有读书的啊?"哈哈哈....原来是我担心太多了.okok,马上准备要的东西出发,盐带了3小包,不管有没有用都带着(参考去过709的reference),面巾两条擦汗用的(顺便拿来敷脸用咯,也是参考709的reference),备用衣服两件,爸爸一件,我一件,我还带浅绿色咯,问你死未!然后就是我的急救箱,都说咯万一有什么自己先就自己还可以救别人嘛.最后重要的是水,一人一瓶,最怕还没到现场就渴死.换了最旧的短裤搭配浅黄色背心再配一双红色凉鞋,拿起背包出发.(忘记讲其实包包很重下,还和我爸爸讲等下发生什么什么事,你记得拉我跑啊,我没有力跑的,又被他酸笑一轮)选择穿黄衣那一刹那,我是有点怕的,因为怕出师未捷身先死,怕那些警察无拉拉抓了嘛......趁地铁还没拉闸关站,爸爸有如"迈可舒马克"上身,飞车到地铁站,然后找到一个位子就泊了进去.我发了信息给小马哥,说我去集会了,他打给我,说这次我做他的前线女人,他做我这个前线女人背后的小男人,就是互相通知最新消息,因为他知道我的电话不能上网,所以有什么事,他就是我的网络.
下了车,连跑带跳去到地铁站看到的情况,心马上充满力量,因为左一堆是绿衣,右一堆是黄衣,中间有绿又有黄,很美咯.其实那种感觉是很难形容的,因为大家可以那么团结一致地去赴一场民主之约,实在难能可贵.很多年没有搭地铁了,去到柜台,她只拿了我的钱换散钱给我,然后和我说你去那个机器那边买票啦,鸡蛋糕,那边排队排到很长叻,而且很多人好像不会用,我也是其中一个咯,我就问我前面的那个人怎样用,他很好心会教我咯.原来现在的"票"是变成硬币了,要用硬币放在上面给"嘀"一下,还要站在很前面才会开.我就试了几次都不能咯,爸爸急到呱呱叫,搞到我很不好意思的,最后就乱来就可以了.等地铁的时候,上面也是很多人啊,好兴奋,而且地铁里面都是满满的人,见到这样的场面,真的很感动.
下了地铁,人真的很多,从来没有试过那么多的人围绕着我,大家的目的都是一样的.
有一座人行天桥被警察封了,好多警察站在那边不让人进去.就是这些警察啦,围在那条可以通过独立广场的路,很多人对着他们拍照.
我们是在中央艺术坊下车,哪里都看到很多人.远远走来一堆喊着Bersih Bersih, Hidup Bersih, Rakyat Bersih,那时那种感觉很激动,爸爸也喊到很大声,我这个大喇叭怎么可以输呢?
还有外国人一起参与这场约定,外国人似乎比我们还Semangat.
这就是中央艺术坊,我爸爸说当初和公公在这里开档卖菜的,听说我阿公在旧吧生路是很红的,因为他有一头从丹麦来的公猪,然后它的职务是种猪,我阿公就是靠它负责帮别人家的母猪配种的,这只猪的工作还不赖嘛, 那么说是红的是猪, 不是我阿公?以前这里是最早期的巴刹,尤其是过农历新年的时候,生意很好,爸爸和公公还要骑脚踏车听说是好几哩回去家里拿菜回来卖个几轮.我在家有听他说过几次这些属于他成长岁月的回忆,但是这次我听的很深刻,仿佛可以看见我当年的爸爸在和公公一起卖菜.感谢集会让我和爸爸的关系更密切.吉隆坡是我爸爸成长的地方,他看着吉隆坡的发展,看着他小时候的地方默默地随着岁月发展而消失,我问爸爸,有何感想?他只是耸了耸肩膀.......爸爸是非常镇定的,镇定到以为他今天的目的是下来茨厂街买酿豆腐,吃杂冰的.他说李霖泰里的有一家酿豆腐是很出名的.爸爸时不时有打包回来给我们吃,我吃不出什么古早味.但是这是爸爸从小到大长大的地方,对这里一切都很熟悉,所以他吃起来格外有他童年的回忆吧?那一天,世界都静止了,全世界只剩下我和爸爸在回味他成长的岁月.因为对爸爸的过去了解的也不多,所以趁这个机会和爸爸再亲密一点,这天我做到了.
这是我爸爸的背影, 身穿绿衣,化身为Hulk.看看我爸, 年纪也大了,还出来游行,我们这些年轻人怎么能输?
换了衣服咯,衣服在次厂街买的, 十块钱一件.
买了衣服在茨厂街拍的经典照.
在次厂街已经有好多人了,看不见尽头,而且都是穿黄衣的,因为这里是黄衣的聚集地.穿绿衣的反莱纳斯的朋友的居集地是在双峰塔.
在茨厂街里,还有很多人自制牌子,一定要反抗到底,我们只是想我们甚至下一代有更好的未来,公平的政府,不是会让国家进步的更快吗?我们再也不想和比我们落后的国家做比较了,为什么我们不能成为先进国?
也有路人很有创意的拿起这"cleaning in the progress"做为自己的想法.从来没有暴民,只有创意无限的人民.
你有多久没有来苏丹街了?还是你从来都不知道这是即将被城市发展的洪流所淹没的地方叫做苏丹街?我是后者,但当我来到这个地方的时候,回忆涌上了我的脑海.这是老地方,我那个年代娱乐场所不多,我们会在爸爸的带领下来逛街的地方,它不是应该理所当然的在这里吗?为什么它即将离我们远去?
我们走到苏丹街的这桩建筑物,这座购物中心即将要被拆走了,成为宏流发展的牺牲品(我有点难过,因为我妈妈曾经在这间购物中心买过东西给我,而且我们家那时经济不是很好)已经是很多很多的人聚集在这里了, 这桩建筑物显的很有朝气,很热闹,也是我们最后给他最后一次的"趴地"了吧?我们也借着这间过气的建筑物在这里乘凉.我在这里拍照时还遇见一位曾经是劳工党的政治秘书,他说如果劳工党没有解散的话,他现在就是主席了.他叫我替他拍张照,他还比着V的手势然后还Yeah,这为伯伯应该也70岁了吧?
这是我为爸爸在苏丹街留下的一张照片,对我来说非常的珍贵.
(待续.....敬请留意Part 2)
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Young Homie - Chris Rene
Open up my mind with these spoken words,
Let this music heal like an overture,
She's the only one, one, one, yeah,
And so I roll with her, ooh,
That's how it's supposed to be,
Living life with loved ones close to me,
Shh, ahh, this is the remedy,
And I got the recipe, I don't need no Hennessy,
Yeah, it's been three years now,
Haven't had a drink and I'm starting to see clear now,
I'm putting all my fears down,
I can hear the cheers now,
Seeing peace signs when I look around,
Hey, young homie what you tripping on
Looking at life, like how did I get it wrong,
Life's too short, gotta live it long,
To my brothers and sisters when will we get along,
Hey, big homie what you tripping on,
What you really tripping on,
Life's too short, gotta live it long,
To my brothers and sisters when will we get along
Give peace to the war in the streets,
Give peace to the eve of the creeps, yeah,
I just ride, put my hand to the sky,
Live life like I'm never gon' die,
See we be fighting and fussing over nothing,
So much destruction, looking upwards,
Combusting like nothing, now listen,
It takes an education, to change your reputation,
From bad to good, your even better now your elevating,
They be singing, family singing, everybody's chilling,
Not gonna stop this, living on the feeling,
Man this is the real thing, tell me can you feel me,
Wait until they drop this, dancing on the ceiling,
Hey, young homie what you tripping on
Looking at life, like how did I get it wrong,
Life's too short, gotta live it long,
To my brothers and sisters when will we get along,
Hey, big homie what you tripping on,
What you really tripping on,
Life's too short, gotta live it long,
To my brothers and sisters when will we get along
Let this music heal like an overture,
She's the only one, one, one, yeah,
And so I roll with her, ooh,
That's how it's supposed to be,
Living life with loved ones close to me,
Shh, ahh, this is the remedy,
And I got the recipe, I don't need no Hennessy,
Yeah, it's been three years now,
Haven't had a drink and I'm starting to see clear now,
I'm putting all my fears down,
I can hear the cheers now,
Seeing peace signs when I look around,
Hey, young homie what you tripping on
Looking at life, like how did I get it wrong,
Life's too short, gotta live it long,
To my brothers and sisters when will we get along,
Hey, big homie what you tripping on,
What you really tripping on,
Life's too short, gotta live it long,
To my brothers and sisters when will we get along
Give peace to the war in the streets,
Give peace to the eve of the creeps, yeah,
I just ride, put my hand to the sky,
Live life like I'm never gon' die,
See we be fighting and fussing over nothing,
So much destruction, looking upwards,
Combusting like nothing, now listen,
It takes an education, to change your reputation,
From bad to good, your even better now your elevating,
They be singing, family singing, everybody's chilling,
Not gonna stop this, living on the feeling,
Man this is the real thing, tell me can you feel me,
Wait until they drop this, dancing on the ceiling,
Hey, young homie what you tripping on
Looking at life, like how did I get it wrong,
Life's too short, gotta live it long,
To my brothers and sisters when will we get along,
Hey, big homie what you tripping on,
What you really tripping on,
Life's too short, gotta live it long,
To my brothers and sisters when will we get along
这是他第一场试音,半决赛和他大决赛时唱的歌,很正面的歌曲.人生啊,只有那么一次,走错路了,还有的回头吗?在于你愿不愿意改变?让世界可以多一点色彩?
Where do we go from here - Chris Rene
X2 *yeah yeah yeah yeah dana nana nanananana*
Oh oh oh
'O maybe we can take our chances, or maybe we can see
What's on your mind
I wonder if we look, inside our hearts, exactly what
We'd find
Or Maybe we could take a lot of pain away
Yeah yeah
Or maybe we could heal the world today
Yeah Yeah
Or maybe, you know, something, I don't, if you do then
Tell me
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/chris_rene/where_do_we_go_from_here.html ]
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
Yeah
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
God only knows
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Where where where where
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
Yeah
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
God only knows
Oh oh oh
'O maybe we can take our chances, or maybe we can see
What's on your mind
I wonder if we look, inside our hearts, exactly what
We'd find
Or Maybe we could take a lot of pain away
Yeah yeah
Or maybe we could heal the world today
Yeah Yeah
Or maybe, you know, something, I don't, if you do then
Tell me
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/chris_rene/where_do_we_go_from_here.html ]
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
Yeah
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
God only knows
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Where where where where
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
Yeah
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
Where do we go from here
God only knows
最近很迷这位歌手.Chris Rene是去年参加美国节目X Factor里的参赛者,在最后还拿了第三名.这位全身都是刺青的年轻人在第一场试音活动时坦白地向评审说他刚刚从戒毒所里出来,他已经70天没有吸毒和汹酒了.他唱了他自己创作的歌曲, 很有正面的感觉.那时对他感觉很好,但是过后他参加完比赛过后,我就对他没有印象了.直到最近在本地的电台听到他的名字,让我印象深刻,马上youtube看他的样子,变了好多,甚至更好看了.也让我再次重看回他从第一场比赛到最后,这首是他在Top 5时唱自己的创作.我个人是觉得虽然歌词没什么字,但是却很有味道.一个人做错事,最重要是起来再走回对的路,我永远相信:"只要你说能,你就能".
Sunday, June 3, 2012
To my Baby nicole
Dear Nicole,
i m worry you. wish you get well soon.
6 years already, this is the second time i see you so suffer. First time is the new year time, you get bite by flea and fungus attack so serious. This time you are suffer from coughing, i really don't wish to bring you to Vet is not because me so cruel to you, is just i don't want to see you suffer in clinic.
With lots love,
Mommy.
i m worry you. wish you get well soon.
6 years already, this is the second time i see you so suffer. First time is the new year time, you get bite by flea and fungus attack so serious. This time you are suffer from coughing, i really don't wish to bring you to Vet is not because me so cruel to you, is just i don't want to see you suffer in clinic.
With lots love,
Mommy.
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